February 2012
7 posts
I’m too fast. You can’t touch me.
– T.
“I can’t live without you either”
Pop stars; the performers we loved relentlessly as kids. They were figures of fame, prosperity, and sex. And we were loyal to their personas, giving them ample space to dwell; their faces and poses plastered across our bedroom walls. There must be fifty holes in the wall of my childhood bedroom, and two dozen marks more where tape has ripped the paint right off its surface. My pop stars could...
Have you ever made something and then kept it to yourself,because you didn’t want to know what others had to say about it?
My dream was never what you thought it was. It was...
I want to be a man of the world With blood in my veins and a hurt in my heart Out in the street with the noise and the dirt And the ones still looking for a brand new start Oh I’ve been sleeping far too long Hiding out in a palace of gold Show me one thing before I’m gone That can’t be bought and can’t be sold Show me how to come alive Show me how to make you mine...
light baffling winds.
Lately, I just have not wanted to be Terica. I haven’t been into the idea of writing my memories, I haven’t even considered jotting spur of the moment thoughts, and I haven’t let a show really get under my skin- apart from Madonna’s performance last night at the Super Bowl. I’ve been wearing jeans, the same pair all the time, put with whatever t-shirt makes me feel...
January 2012
14 posts
figuring out the world.
“dear terica…
So, I’m trying this new ‘fanmail’ out…mainly because what I want to say is longer than what the ask will let me write. It’s been just over a year since the night I met you, and fell in love with the band who held your heart and who now holds mine as well. That night changed me so much, and for the best. You told me to write, to get this tumblr, and be who I am. Your book...
r2sweettooth asked: so i finally realized that you reminded me of kelly kapowski
thetiniestterror asked: Tell you a story. Hmm. A story about how nothing in the world makes me happier than watching three brothers throw themselves around onstage, letting the music explode out of them in a prism of crowd surfing and head banging, and how nothing in the world makes us happier or smile bigger than watching them do so.
circlesandsoundwaves asked: So I was looking through your old posts, and saw that you posted something about the LVDM/White Rose split. AHHH. I went to summer camp with Mr. Will Tenney a few years ago, and they are the sweetest boys.
This week, there are only glimpses of me. Next week will be better.
– tera.
recklesskhaos asked: Happy birthdayy!!! I miss youuu, and can't wait till you release the second half of half unread!!! :)
lauraann343 asked: I always come to you for advice and never think anything of it. I never tell you how much it means to me and how much you mean to me and I never thank you properly. Thank you so much. You honestly have done so much for me in this past year with all the advice. I'd be so lost without your help. But maybe I needed to be lost for a little bit, that's how it's been the past few months,...
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It’s haunting. What you can remember, if you really choose to focus on what was, instead of only what wasn’t. It’s sickening to face the truth. To put it into words so that someone else can someday have the fortune, or dishonor, of secondhand living your tale. I suppose this is why it’s taking me a while to finish this book. And also why I throw a hissy fit everytime I have...
If you’ve ever thought, ‘Who will ever love me?’
– t
Sometimes, I really wonder- if biting your tongue is worth all the smarting and stinging when instead, you could just open right up and slander her with all the, the ooze… the slime of being made to feel guilty, unwanted, unimpotant, and betrayed. To say I’m a better person would be going too far, I’ll admit, because I taste blood.
Terica.
December 2011
18 posts
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Playing It Forward.
“We’re Patent Pending, and we’re here to save the world.”
It would seem arrogant, wouldn’t it? For the frontman of a band to proclaim via raging amplifier in a packed house that he and his crooning cronies could rescue an entire planet of their problems. It would seem condescending and in fact, disgruntling, to watch a band have the balls to promise a gaggle of...
circlesandsoundwaves asked: ahh i will definitely keep my eye out for that :) this is molly, by the way- it was awesome meeting you last night!
leadhannahhome asked: Thank you<3 I just took a nap and I'm feeling much better. Definitely not a fun way to wake up! I hope you've been good! It feels like its been forever!
Because you will once again have a story to tell.
– The Wonder Singer
wtfpennsylvania asked: Though I've seen the band quite a few times, I've only really ever known Joe. I helped my friend run the Montrose show last night and met them all, your boyfriend included. When I asked him about you, he asked how I knew you. So I showed him your new found permanence as it's printed in my skin. His face lit up, and it was one of the sweetest things I've ever seen. I told him to...
thisisablogduh asked: I have that feeling too! ;) And I like the sound of that packaged deal! You know I'll be the first person to buy one! :)
They said it wouldn’t last, we had to prove them wrong.
– Janet Jackson
thisisablogduh asked: Few extra entries? Does this mean that I'll need to buy another copy? Because I'll be ALL for that! haha... p.s. I miss you! :)
circlesandsoundwaves asked: where can i buy a copy of your book? i really want to read it.
It won’t keep us apart.
Capacity.
We all have very special gifts. Talents. It could be the skill of playing music, making dance, painting, sculpting, taking photographs, scoring touchdowns, or getting the highest score on the lab exam. It can also be the ability to love, the art of compassion, the strength to let hope float.
I myself have a number of gifts, and at this moment I don’t think it immodest to call them out. I can...
I need to write something on here.
November 2011
22 posts
We found love in a hopeless place..
You cannot destroy me.
– g.